Entry: its good to be a plant Apr 7, 2004





wrote this piece yesterday evening on ravi's comp....

was feeling particulrly down today. hAD my dinner early and am back in my room. I dont expect and dont want ravi to be back soon. Neither do i want abhishek to come here in my room..just want to lie awake and stay alone...

am tired i think...of so many companies..and so many interviews..

absolutely demotivated am i. and i know, it would soon be april end and i will be out in the open market to search for a job.

Pg's class today was ok. I wasnt interested at all in his class. As i sat there ,, i was thinking ...there isnt anyone in this room who doesnt carry a cell....i remember i had seen everyones faces ..and counted him in my list of people with cells....ofcourse including myself....

80 % of this class is already placed.. its fn you know..to talk of eco conservation.., and ecology etc.. when you have covered your backsides with a job.... and its really sad how people participate and fight over trivialities....

And a tree, a plant...my dear sukhiram....i am so sorry for him...

sukhiram and all his colleagues who have been adopted by one fellow or the other in my class...i am really sorry for all of them. They are all just our passports to better marks. Nothing more then that. nEVER Thought we had people so enthusiastic about plants in our class untill i hear dipto talkin in the class....offcourse its a different issue that she has to score min 65% in her final exams to get through TCS..and she is struggling to get that....

it ir really frustrating ....to see all these MBA's talk about nature when you know what it means to them...nothing.

mY DEAR SUKHIRAM , is also an assignment. Sitting by our window sill...an assignment..that grows and has to be watered..funny. :)

I tried to make him more then an assignment...sukhiram is more than an assignment for me....tried to relate it with neem ka ped ...tried to speak to it..but its really frustrating...i sometimes wonder ..isnt it nice for him to be just a plant ..and stay connected with all the ecolog and environment ..and nature and all the things that PG talks about.

atleast he doesnt have to meet hypocrites all day and doesnt have to appear for interviews where the interviewer is looking for an excuse to reject people....

interviews have a negative connotation i think.....

anyways,,,...its getting hotter these days....just to add to the misery.

i wish i had someone who could think of me ,,as i think of sukhiram....keep him inside ..so that it doesnt get sun burnt....water ???

i wish....


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